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Cry On My Shoulder If the hero never comes to you  If you need someone you're feeling blue  If you're away from love and you're alone  If you call your friends and nobody's home  You can run away but you can't hide  Through a storm and through a lonely night  Then I show you there's a destiny  The best things in life  They're free   But if you wanna cry  Cry on my shoulder  If you need someone who cares for you  If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder  Yes I show you what real love can do  If your sky is grey oh let me know  There's a place in heaven where we'll go  If heaven is a million years away  Oh just call me and I make your day  When the nights are getting cold and blue  When the days are getting hard for you  I will always stay here by your side  I promise you I'll never hide  What real love can do  What love can do  What real love can do  What love can do  What real love can do  What love can do

Life After You

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Home

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

alhamdulillah :)

yea , aku bsyukur btol dgn result ku yg nda berapa tuu . haha .

sbnrnnya abah janji lao lbh 5a ke atas dea mao bg rm500 satu sbjek tp dlm akaun mksdnya nt msok u bru ble guna  . ahha . sbnrnya nda mengumpan pon utk ak dpt target lbh tu . trma kasi ja la bah . bt pa jnji sesuatu yg bkn dlm tgn . usaha ku nda ble d bayar dgn wang ringgit . aku bljr bkn d sbbkn itu .

tp ari tu ada jgk ak pegi balung . nekwan pggl upanya bt kenduri kesyukuran cucu2 nya dpt result bgos . nda sngka plak ak disertai , rupanya ada jgk aku ne diletakkan kat mna2 ar . hehe mkn besar jgk ktrg . byk yg dtg kenduri tu , meriah plak . jumpa diana skli tnya2 la smk tawau . ckp cocos, best . dkt skola dlu kmi nda bpluang pon ckp cocos . hehe . penat pon adaa . mak aii keja spjg ari , tlg ne tlg tu . pastu kena jaga adek2 sepupu yg kecik2 yg nakal mao mampos aku . haha . lemah aku lemah ...

tahhla mao kata epy , besa ja . mmg la syukur tp tah napa kosong mcm ndada makna apa2 pon result aku bgos or nda . masa d skola aku amek result tu aku cuma senyum hambar ja . tah ngan sapa kau mao kongsi prasaan aku masa tu . seapa yg aku ada yea ? sampaila uma aku bdeam diri ja . nasebla umi ada kol tu pon slps aku sms gtao yg aku dpt result blablabla . tp bila dgr soara umi bru aku rasa mcm mao nangis , dah berair mata . aku dgr suara umi btl2 dea teruja , dea gembira btol . msti dea nda sangka anaknya yg nda berapa mao kira pandai ne ble dpt result oke .sempat lg dea pesan suh sujud syukur byk2 kpda Allah . tengs a lot Allah, semuanya dri-Mu . 

kpda kwn2 aku yg len jgn give up .kta da usaha sedaya mampu . troskan langkah ke depan lg tp hati2 langgar tiang keh . hehe .pd yg dpt result gempak , tabik la korg .

syukur semuanya :)

cintaila sungai ! aku rinduuuu ....

haha . sbnrnya mao clbtre bfdy ngn drg smua . kononnya , bt bbq , kek suh maklong bt , asalkan bhn2nya ktrg stndby tp ... anggota plak kurang , nasebla . ahahaiii . yg ada kikim , eksan ma zayri bru blk dr plkn . smntra tggu spm ne byk yg keja . azrie keja kat mna tahh , akie ma culiq keja gak d ld . lana tah mna . ben plak d btu 4 jga ank buah . haha  . azrin d uitm . memenk pon nda da . aishh jelek btol ar .

game d sungai
~maen tolak2 jatuh sungai . kwangkwangkwang
~maen perang2 lempar lumpur, gedebushh kena muka . hehe . lelaki sahaja oke
~maen kejar2 sepa jadi . ne pon lelaki ja ble join keh . haha
~pelampong (gelen hijao) perempuan punya turn la plak tp ble d pandu ole lelaki gakla .
~melintasi sempadan - bdiri d tali paip, sepa jatoh lemas ar ! haha . jahatjahat .
~terjun d tebing tinggi dgn plbagai aksi tbuka kpda seseapa pon . tp lao da kena cabar , nda da brani tolak . hhehe . kdg2 carik nahas jgkla , bahaya beb .
and byk lg laa . kilik btol :))

 

mereka

aku sesudah basahh .haha

byk kenangan ktrg . haha . smga jmpa nt . sngai pon dah sunyi tnpa ktrg . dahla masok nda pena bayar . jln guna jln blkg ja . haha . aku ingt lg pak rosemi ckp" doang limpas d mna ? doang limpas d blkg bru doang pegi sini ? baaagusssss !" wakaka . ktrg jwb jap kitarg bayar ar tp stkat ckp ja la . haha .mm , aku pon tkenal gak ngan 'berenag tak timbul2' . wakaka . buduss btol drg ne . lekla lma2 aku terre la brenag . step by step la . byk gak mao ajar aku berenang tp soryy la korang aku nda bminat . aku lom sedia lg . tmpt dea dahhla dlm . aku yg tggi ne pon luruskn tgn msok dlm sngai tu nda ble sampai luar air tu . takott beb nyawa cma singkat . haha . jelez gakla drg da pndai berenang aku ne nda berapa . wlaopon camtu , aksi terju menerjun dah 3-4 kali gakla try . gila beb . menghempaskan diri d dasar air , mcm mao mabok sak , pening bla da mdarat . haha . lek ja , nt kta jmpa lg yea sngai ! haha . babaiii

kononnya ..

ari ne bufday  nor ain yg aku ska cubit pipinya . sweet18 :)

konon2 sakla mao update ne sllu pdhal , statik jgk mcm ne blog aku ne . kasiann . hehe . dahla tlalu simple mao mamposs . nda ada lgu , bckgroundnya basic yg kosong ja tu , gmbr2 pon nda d letak . jelek btol . nanti la arr . hhaa . ehhh nda sbar o. nda lma bufday . haha . tp sbnrnya nda la jgk special . juz aku ja yg epy kn diri sndri . hehe . ouhh yea lesen memandu otw skg ne . malazznya . ble ka lao nda blesenn ? uittt . na ble , wajibb sygg , bla lg mao amek tu . hehe . result brpa lma lg ka aku hrus mnanti mu ? aku nda sbar lao2 dpt pluang jejak U or mktab and swaktu ngannya . yg pnting bkn form 6 oke . huahuaaa . aku mao idop bru bkn nya yg msh bgini . ble kawan ngan lanun da ne , duk tmpt yg mcm pulau ksong  , bosann .

aku rinduu budak sblah ne . syg dea .

text msg dr dea dulodulo

23 jan 2010

~Ain.. Ak syg sgt kau ba.. Da lma ak pksa spya xsyg dgn kau.. Tp xleh.. Mc jgk ad rsa ‘in love’ ngan kau.. Sory laa.. Ak da xthn ni.. Ak nk ckp jgk..

~Tp ak cinta ngan kau..

~Hm,, mauka kau jd special untk ak?? Means,, be my girl.. Tp klu kau blum bpunya laa..

~Nmpk mcm main2 yaa?? Ak x pena main psl request cmni..

~Ya.. Btulka ni?? X mcm mimpi?? Hehe.. Pcya dgn ak yaa.. Ak xkan ad org lain punya.. Klu ad pn, pst drg 2 kwnku..ok?

Tp ktrg bt pjanjian yg ktrg kapel snyap2 msa ne . no one know abt it . Sblm msg2 ne ponn kmi mmg oke da , bhbung ngan baek dan mesra alam ja antra kmi . haha . sbnrnya aku mmg tggu lama smsnya yg lbh krg gtuu la bnyinya . hehe . x serik2 , dahla 2 kali clash ngn dea sblm ne , ne la pluang ke 3 aku bg kat dea . prsaan aku pd dea msa tu mmg sgt kuatt , aku sygkan dea spt sblm2nya . really ! yea aku pcya dea x maen2kan aku jgk aku pcya xda org laen slaen aku yg dea pnya , yg laen ada la kwn2nya ja . yea aku yakin ! slhka aku pcya d sbbkan aku syg dea dan mengenali dea sbnrnya? Aku x pduli org mao kta apa .

31 jan 2010

~I x bhgia.. X bhgia dgn sgla-galanya.. Ap yg blh buat I jd bhgia ya??.. Hm,, xtaula.. Rasa mcm mls nk hdup.. Sory la klu buat u trasa..

~Xtaula ap sbnya syg..

   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

berkait rapat dgn mslh familynya dan lbh merumitkan lg ada gangguan msg2 yg tah mna gak silapnya . bentuk2 msg tersebut spt berikutt :

…@e’O@i@ Tdo blk la  ~ pdahal aku cma send kat dea sms besa ja , tah apa kat dpnnya tuu .

…Sms ktrg ble plak bm mix bi pdahal xda pon camtu

…Kata2 yg ada erti syg2 lak sumwa hilang cmtu ja kat inbox dea

…Ble plak ktrg hmpir gado sbb ada sms guna ‘aku kao’ antra kmi pdhal serius beb xda ponn .

…Asal aku mao start sms dea ada ja private numbe kol aku tp mmg aku x angkat sbb kdaan aku nda mngizinkan  tme tu .

Tu la yg heran kann . hehe . tahla lao d pikir bikin pening 1 malaysia ja . tgkkn pngakuan murni nya , dea x bhgia dgn aku . tgkla apa ada pd diri aku . tsskk..tssskk.. L

2 feb 2010

~Hm,, U bwa kmera ka td ??

~Reply cpt ya.. Sblum jam7

~Oo.. Sdala .. Mls nk ckp psal itu.. Hm, u.. U nk i bhgia ka??

~I tau.. Permintaan ni kterlaluan.. Tp sblum 2 I nk minta maaf byk2 k..

~I rasa xtng sgtla sjak kblkngan ni.. Ntah knpa.. Dgn smua yg tjdi.. I mula memikirkannya dan brubah dgn sklip mata.. Parents I kta xleh buat bgni.. Drg lrg I bcple.. Hm..hbs..Cmna ni? I xtau nk buat ap.. U suggest ssuatu.. Ni smua bkn sb I ad org lain or meminatinya..

~I xtaula.. Xda mknanya kta buat smua ni tnpa psetujuan parents.. I mc ad parents yg ambil brt ttg i..

~Hm,, I xnk trjdi hal yg sma mcm pmr dlu.. I xnk ia trjdi smsa spm.. Hm,, Soryla.. I mmg x bleh..Ok la.. Lps msg I ni .. I xkn gnggu u k.. I nk mulakan hdup bru dgn no hp bru.. I xnk ad gngguan lain..

~Hm,, sblm tu.. Ak nk minta maaf zahir dan batin ats sgla2ny k.. Ak hrp xda pmusuhan antra kta,, mmburukkn satu sma lain,, dan mmbocorkn rhsia kta.. halalkan sgla2nya ya.. Ak  harap.. Sory..

Wahh lma nya kmi kapelkann , tempoh yg sgt pjg pcintaan kmi kan . 2 mggu pon x lps . haha . Aku  mao dea bhgia tu la aku lpskan dea . tu plhnnya , aku x ble kata TIDAKK !! sbb aku sndri pon buntu mmg xda plhn laen lg . pkir positif ja la tme tu . maybe ada sblknya ktrg break lg . haha . aku xmao jg gangguannya lbh2 lg mao spm tme tu . dahla msa pmr aku jd punca . aishh , maafkan aku dude . aku sedar da mna posisi aku sbnrnya . kwatkan htmu ain . yeahh kao psti ble !! hehe

4 feb 2010

~Sb itu ak xpcya dgn kau.. sory 2 say.. Kau x pena brubah..  Kta da brubah.. Rupanya mc lg ya.. Xpa..

~Minta maaf xkn bleh selesaikan mslh 2 smua.. Skg smua org kata ak main2kn kau.. Ok fine, truskan bcerita..

~Xtau.. Ak sda bruk sgt d mata org.. Hm..Ok la bye

Sjak ari tuu kmi nda pena kontek . agak bacat jgkla sms2 yg dea bg tuu . msti bengang gila dea ma aku , pdhal aku yg d tgglkan , dea plak yg rsa skit ati . pd dea aku la yg slh sepenuhnya . adeii bingung gakla tme tu kann . kslhn aku yg bnar aku buat tme tu ialah aku da bongkar rahsia kami yg kmi da kapel blk dan break lg , aku da ckp kat kwn2 ku aku d tgglkn ole dea sbb kwn2 aku dpt knl pasti kemurunganku yg sgt len tme tu . smpai tahap aku da mao naek kurang siuman , aku nangis meraung2 dan kesemputtan seola2 nda ada ruang lg utk aku bnafas mcm mao mati . ahaha . jeleknya muka ! aku cuba jujur ja la ngan kwn2 laen smua . Cuma itu ! mna tduhan2 laen tu bkn aku yg bt tp slh phm tetap slh phm . dah x ble d btolkn lg . biala dea dgn anggapannya yg pasti aku tao kbenaranny d mna . 

sbnrnya , aku pon dah buruk sgt d mta2 mnusia sklilingku tme tu . drg btol2 pikir aku d maen2kan dan d anggap sgt bodo . aduuiiii . trma la ain , btahan la semampunya truskan idop spt biasa  . Allah ada bt hamba2 yg mengasihiNya . aja aja fighting ! hehe . masa tu kdaan agak onar jgkla , msh blom stabil lg . tme tu dea mmg rapat dgn nony , ak sllu jgk tgk drg sma2 d mna2 dan d bila2 msa . nda pa la , kwn kan . lps tu byk kwn2 skelasnya tarik aku tnya npa dea tu bruba . tkejut jgkla aku . plbagai andaian tmbul msa tu . aku dgr mcm2 sal dea , ada kazen kak dyg ne c ain jgk nmanya kls sblh la , dea yg crta smuanya , sbnrny mr bravo tu maen2kan aku ja , sbb aku da tgila2 dan tkejar2kan mr bravo tu  . sakitnya mdgr rsa malu mao bdepan ngan org laen pon ada  . 

d tmbh lg bla dea ckp mr bravo da kapel pon ma nony ari rabu yg lps . akhrnya aku akur , aku rsa tpedaya dan dkhianati . stlh aku yakin dan pcya pd dea ni la pblasannya . sblm tu aku pena tnya fazreen jgk apa hbgn mr bravo ngan nony , jwpnnya’ just kawan ja, jgnla kao pcya ckp org laen mmg drg rapat , jgnla kao risao kao break ma mr bravo tu pon xda kaitan ma nony , pcyala kmo blk jgk tu nti sma2 ‘. ouh oke , aku pcya kwn rapat nya tu . last2 zamey pon ada ckp ngan aku mr bravo mngaku dea da kapel ma nony . sejak tu lg aku senyap dan nda mao amek tao lg sal pa2 ttg dea dan dah nda mao tgk mukanya lg . benci yg berbaur syg .yeala , ingt snangka ? nda smudah yg d sngka utk mlupakn dan buang prsaan syg tu . babaii idopku yg lama .

Makin sakit bila tgk drg kongsi sepayung duduk dgn rapat dan berketawa riang sdgkan aku ?? ya Allah , klu aku lemah jgnla Engkau uji aku d luar kemampuanku tuu . tenang ain . kao mampu , aku tao kao mampu . haha . mcm org gila bila bermonolog sndri . tp kan aku jgk yg ckp aku mao tgk dea bhgia , yeahhh ! dea bhgia sda , bgosla tuu . dpt tgk dea htr nony blk dr skola ari2 , dgn aku skli pon x pena , bestt kann . hehe . dpt tgk drg tukar2 beg , wahh romantik lorhh . dan yg len2 tu aku da nda sggup tgk lg . aku dah plih utk ikot halaun sndri tnpa dea lg . oke just go on babe . hehe . pjg crta , tutup buku la dlu .  nnti bt buku yg lg tebal la keh . seronokkn bgni ! haha . yg lalu tu pon da ckop jd iktibar . skg aku da x lena lg dgn cinta2 plastik  . hehe . byk mtlamat len lg msh blom tcapai . skg aku sda lega atas smua ne . btol2 merelakan dea jaoh dr idop ku . klu pon dea ada skg bsma ku , aku msh btrma kasih .

Aku harap dea merindukan aku jgk :(